Friday, February 25, 2011

It's a new day....a wonderful day. I told Dennnis (my partner) this morning that it feels like a sense of freedom to not have to log onto facebook and check out what's going on. I am enough for myself. I don't have any real plans for today aside from a shower, a shave and some breakfast. Life is beautiful, Love is plentiful. God is good.

Thursday, February 24, 2011


An epiphany today.....RELEASE.....

I need to release all of it. I hold on to every waking memory, every moment that brings me back to any happiness of my youth that is in any way connected to the Jesus People. My inability to let go is causing me to run in place, hoping that through my writing [on facebook] I will be finally understood. It's not gonna happen, and I need to find peace with it before I dig a hole with my legs.

Release.

Im back...I've been away from this blog for far too long as I have been swept up in all things facebook. Facebook is useful, but as I continue an indeterminate hiatus, I realize that I can better describe where I am in my life here, as opposed to a familiar audience. I don't even know if anyone reads this page, and maybe I don't care, I just need a place for me right now.